User Profile

I'm Bethiiee.
Or Beth, but never Bethany.
I'm sixteen years old but I can act either six or sixty.
I live in Middlesbrough, England.
I'm utterly obsessed with Michael Jackson.
I write too much fanfiction.
You shouldn't read this profile if you have a short attention span.

I have the craziest, biggest obsession with Mr Michael Joseph Jackson. He was my childhood and when I was 11 years old, I was utterly convinced I was going to marry him. I used to sit in my bedroom, playing his CDs over and over, memorizing every word, every sound. Until eventually, they wore out and I was forced to buy new copies. I used to sit in front of the TV and watch his videos, mesmerized by those feet, those hands, I was awestruck by how he moved with such ease. I'd go out of my way to mimic him, which normally resulted in me breaking things. When I first saw the movie Moonwalker, I wanted to be Katie. I wanted to move like Michael, to act like that. He was my very first crush. My schoolbooks were covered in hearts that encased his name, song lyrics and at one point, a countdown to his birthday. And I still wonder why I failed maths! I loved Michael as an artist, but also as a person, he was like an angel that had fallen from heaven. I cried with joy the day he was acquitted. I knew from the start not to believe whatever shit the tabloids spouted. Eventually, I guess you could say I grew up. I expanded my music taste, locked away all the newspaper clippings I kept, all the merch. I moved on, but Michael never left my thoughts. His passing shook me like nothing else. For days after, I just sat in complete silence, trying to come to terms with the man I respected, loved above everyone else, was no longer with me. I still don't like to think of him as gone. Not when so many people act as if he's still here. Everywhere I go, I hear his music, see his moves. His legacy lives on. And, even to this day, I still wish I could be the girl in the You Are Not Alone video. I wish I could have met him, told him how he made everything okay again, how he made my childhood what it was. He still remains to this day, my favorite artist, my idol.

I love to write. I'm addicted to slash fanfiction, my favorite pairing being from the Harry Potter books. It goes by the name of Snarry. I spend waaaay too much time on my fanfictions, I write more than I actually sleep. I like to be creative. I get such a buzz when people say they like my stuff, that I could go far. When I'm through with college, I want to move onto Uni and hopefully get a career in creative writing.

I love Sean Hayes. I reckon he's an amazing actor and I'd kill for a best friend like Jack McFarland. My other favorite actors include; Megan Mullally, John Partridge, Marc Elliot, Alan Rickman, Gary Oldman, Rupert Grint, Cher and Jonhny Depp.

I'm a shy person, but I'm nice. I'm not one of those emo kids that whine about how their lives 'suck' and how much they'd like to die. I enjoy a variety of music, my favorite artists being Michael Jackson (DUH!), Cher, The Beatles and Janet Jackson. I love Motown and anything from the 80s. I like bands like Fall Out Boy and other stuff that falls into that genre. I'm a complete music buff.

I like ranting. I'm not the kind of person that can say things to people face-to-face, so I let it all out through writing, haha. I love meeting new people, despite my shyness. I've spent too much time on this now, so I bid you good day.

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